Sometimes, things don't always go according to plan. When times go tough and dark, we feel hopeless and devastated thinking how it could possibly happen when everything seemed to be perfect. We find ourselves baffled and confused... not knowing what to do. But eventually, all the pieces will fall into place. Questions will be answered. All you have to do is just believe that things will happen but only if you make them happen. God has his ways. We may not know what his plans for us are, but trust that it's the best for us.
If you follow me on twitter, you'll notice that most of my tweets were poignant and you can probably tell that I went through something tough these past few days. I may have felt defeated at one point but what matters most is that I came out totally fine. The healing process has come full circle.
Indeed, those were the days when it seemed like I failed miserably in every aspect of my life. Feeling down and left alone, I gave up on my zeal and passion for all things. I lost my direction.
Thankfully I wasn't in limbo for so long. After all the crying, reflecting and praying, the day finally came when I made the conscious decision to continue moving forward. To stand again and fight back. I had to constantly remind myself that I can make it there, I will check my progress and my goals, to stay focused, to correct what I've done wrong, and to simply believe.
I will try my best to shun all the criticism against me, ignore and forget. By that, I don't mean I stopped caring and became apathetic about the world. Instead, I consumed my time thinking about myself and the things that I should work on, doing the things i love and strengthening my relationships with a group of carefully selected and trusted people.
I maybe should stop comparing my life with other people, to stop wishing I have what belongs to others, to to stop allowing my insecurities get the best of me, to stop wallowing in self pity; everything felt so much lighter. The moment you put an end to all these things, it means you've finally done it. You've let go of the unnecessary excess baggage that you've been carrying in your heart.
Im a strong person now. Yes I am! And so I will end this post by saying, STAY STRONG NO MATTER WHAT!